I'm so frustrated, so if I start rambling I'm sorry. Called my friend up today and we where talking about my nephew hes only 2 years old. He is going threw his horrible twos right now. Hes testing his mother and throwing fits. My friend tells me we are to easy on him because we are afraid to hurt his feelings. WHAT DOES SHE KNOW???? She hears my stories but she hasn't seen it. She probably thinks I'm not good enough with my nephew either. GRRR!!!! Then she is telling me why she thinks it and I just ended up not saying anything besides I don't think I agree with you. Just cause she has a kid at young age doesn't make her the exspert. Every dam time she tells me what my sister should be doing like she know every dam thing. When I'm mad at her I HAVE NO ONE TO TALK TO. I have no friends besides her and another person kind of. My friend is always telling me something like you spell things wrong alot or something that is a flaw of mine. What is this a competetion???? I don't want to play this game. I don't care, who is better then the other on stuff. I just want you to be my friend. I'm about to say **** it with her and everything. Im so sick of the games and the feeling like I'm battling this world on my own. She was my best friend until she became some know it all. I'm suppost to have a party this weekend and GUESS WHAT??? I have NO ONE COMING BESIDES FAMILY. No one is telling me why they can't come or anything. I'm just getting the no answer response to this. I have sent out 4 or 5 reminders so yeah. These are times when i want to just light my skin on fire and until i feel better. I'm so angry,frustrated and upset. I don't know what to do anymore. I have tried and tried. It seems like I'm always getting the door slammed in my face with something. It this feeling i have RIGHT NOW that makes me want to say **** it where is the lighter????

If you took the time to read this thanks!!!