I agree with Direction; try to stay in the present. Don't let yourself get worked up about everything. Simply enjoy his company as you have been doing for the past three years. Perhaps continue to hang out just the two of you in addition to hanging out in groups. For now, have fun. Don't try to pin a label on it, don't worry about what others are thinking. Give everything time to see how things develop.

If you find that you get stuck thinking about everything, try journaling about everything. It's been said that if you put everything down on paper, your mind will feel like it can relax and not keep mulling over the same things.


Take care of yourself!