I can totally relate. Tomorrow I have to address the fact that in the past nine months, she has never acknowledged anything that would have to do with her. The fact she's not doing the insurance right somehow and I owe her a few grand by now, that she has never told me what to do in emergencies and always makes me feel like I shouldn't even ever have an emergency because she's such an awesome therapist (she really is, but she's screwing up other things), All the horrible and lonely nights just lost in my own head with no support, not seeing why I would have concerns about her working 12 hours a day seeing clients and being available mentaly at all, she has taken my scheduling flexability and made it so recently I didnt have an appointment time. Too bad it was during one of the worst two weeks ever. She's very comfortable with me, but won't admit that she treated me like everyone threats stay at home mom's. They can accomodate everything for everyone because they have nothing else to do and because of this, they are the first to get screwed out of things because others with lives need certain times.

I love her, really I do. But jeese, all she wants to do is get me to talk about stuff, but she literally contradicts me, says I'm just wrong or ignores me completely about these things.

I think this is a good way to finally explain this where I dont end up looking like the nut. I hate that also. She makes me sound like an idiot, when she's actually the one not dealing with it.

As much as i love her, if she can't at least acknowledge my point of view, I just can't see a reason to continue with her. We can't go deeper into things like this. I am also going to describe how I would like to see my therapy work. I can't wait to see what she says. She says I have her stumped, so maybe she'll like my idead's.

Amy

"Therapy- the Cause and Solution to ALL Lifes Problem's. And I always thought it was beer."