Trippin...
I told my long term bf about the voices and seeing things after quite a while of being together. Then I thought why the hell did I do that. Sooo ashamed and mortified. He was taken back by it, and scared. He did stick around, and he is not scared anymore, he tries to understand. I still feel ashamed sometimes, but I try to be honest with him about it, and he tries to listen better and be a shoulder for me.
All I am saying is I understand. I hope with some time you'll start to feel a bit better about this. I also hope that maybe now you will be able to have a little extra support in that area. Try not to beat yourself up over it tho.