right now they put me on ativan 3x aday i am somewhat calm right now but i am home quiet with noone bugging me.i have been restricted from work for a few days.with the doctors notes they cant make me work.i was so scared that the would try to get me to go to hosp i was so glad when my husband asked they didnt think it nessisary if i am not going to be alone for huge periods of time and i come back to see him monday and see T on monday.i was also scared they would totaly drug me but it isnt to bad but i have only taken one dose i need to take two more.