imo it sounds like there are a few different inners (alters) inside you all competeing for you to acknowledge and nurture them.
it is known as DID or dissociative identity disorder, most people in this forum experience similar things , some on a hourly basis !
try listening to them and asking them what they want, what is bothering them and how you can help them feel better.possibly then they will begin to work together and not compete for your attention.
I am no expert and do not have this difficulty to any great degree, I only have me and my little me who needs comforting sometimes.
All I know is from reading this forum, and from what a therapist told me a few years ago. the first step is to seek medical advice , in the mean time you colud try letting each inner know you are there or them, to listen, comfort and nurture them.
you may find it helpful to read some of the posts on here, there is a place on here called the garden i think where your 10 year old you can go to get support, it is specifically for littles inside bigs.
there is also a forum around religion, i don't know its name off hand but your religious you may find it useful.
good luck, i wish you well
Take care
Yellowed x
Last edited by yellowted; Jun 23, 2011 at 06:58 PM.
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