cuz theres pain inside i rather have it on the outside..my moms health afraid shell die...hatred for my dad joinin millitary and hittin me wen i waz lil and i hate him smtimes he mean.....my bro wont change will end up in priison wen hes older.......i have no frenz ....life is pointless to me i cant c the point of wakin up in the morning....my mom doesnt beleve smthing is wrong with me i think i may have bipolar or deppressio or anxiety idk want to stop but cant suicidal thaughts everyday cant stop get sooo angry at the world my life my problems,my frenz problems,and the world