i'm scared of me.things are so so bad.i cant seem to tell what is real and what is my head telling me horrable crap .and i am responding to the stuff in my head and this is so not good.i think the meds are helping some .but i am glad the are not totaly zoning me out.i was so scared of that.

i had a realy intense T session monday some say it may be a reaction to that.could this be true?maybe i cant do T at all and i really am going to be this way all my life