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Originally Posted by granite1
i'm scared of me.things are so so bad.i cant seem to tell what is real and what is my head telling me horrable crap .and i am responding to the stuff in my head and this is so not good.
i had a realy intense T session monday some say it may be a reaction to that.could this be true?maybe i cant do T at all and i really am going to be this way all my life
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This stuff has to come out in order for you to move forward. It is going to be a ride, though. Nailing down your supports will help you to get through this. Your supports are your husband

, your doctor, your therapist, that human resources woman at your work, us, your friends, etc. You can get through this granite. You survived it the first time and this time you are an adult and you are in a much better situation and it really isn't happening this time.