Arghh.... what happened to my long post? Anyway to summarise what I said...
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Just to let you know that you are not alone in this. From your posts, you're a great person with lots of love to give. You have been a great source of encouragement to me just by being "physically" on the forum, despite of what you post.. I'm serious (dont' even think you'll ever be judged or rejected

)!! Don't be scared dear.... we are conquerers and we will get through this! I can totally understand what you're going through... I undertstand all the emotions you wrote and I know how hard and scary it may be... but all of us shall pull through this together... rememebr you're not alone in this!
Take care!
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Scare of not saying the right words and be judge or rejected because of it. Scare of bringing more hurt into my heart because I have not written the right words. Scare because I am not in a good place and I can hardly hold as it is. Scare because I make a lot of mistakes and I could make another one very easilly and get someone angry at me. I'm just scare.
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