I emailed my T today (something I don't do very often, maybe once a month?) and told her that I've been looking for a new T, and asked her what she would say to a new T about me if she had the chance. I gave her the name of one T in particular that I have been exchanging emails with, and asked her if she knows this T and if there is anything about her she might want to share with me.

I thought sending the email now will give her a few days to think about it before I see her on Monday. Because, yes, as of right now I'm still planning on going to see her again. I just really don't want my relationship with her to end this way, on this sour note, and I have hope that we can find some resolution before we are done.