Googley............I get this in the sense that I feel very connected to my T when things are going well. It is like a drug in a lot of ways...........that feeling of comfort, safety, peace, love. I try to take that with me through the week until the next session. I will with time learn how to give that to myself but for now that is where I am. I am also very aware now when I am disconnected with others and what triggers it................usually fear or I am trying to protect myself.