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Originally Posted by Perna
Ah, looking back. It probably was very different living than telling what one thinks one remembers. I think we end up with what we wanted or needed in some way or we would have actually done things differently back then. I think you are doing a little escapism with your thinking these days as being a father and taking care of a family are going to be a whole lot different from what has come before?
Our youth is full of learning exercises and our experiences aren't that broad because of our youth. Living together like you did, brother/sister/puppies  is always going to have a bit of a nostalgic air when you remember? If it's good (or bad) there wasn't much else to compare it to so it tends to take the air of being all good or all bad. It wasn't like that.
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True, but honestly, it was scary how well A and I got along. I may be trying out a little escapism on for size, but I am happy where I am, it's just I wonder if I would be happier, and I wonder if the things that I assumed were true... were in fact true. I have a feeling she felt the same way, but due to the fact that we grew and bonded with each other the way we did... I do not think either of us would either admit it to the other.