(((((((wisewoman))))))))
i am so sorry you are going through this right now. i know the denial of one's siblings can make things feel so much worse. i know despite everything that went on in our house growing up, my father and brother are very close. he helped the kid open his own business, bailed him out of jail half a dozen times. . . the list goes on and on. it turns my stomach when my mother tells me to reach out to either one of them, "put the past behind me" and i just want to say burn in hell b*&^h!
i want you to know that i am thinking of you, surrounding you in thoughts of love and hope and protection. dont doubt your memory. dont let anyone deny the truth. i hold onto it fast. pretending it never happened for me is like feeling it happen all over again.
i'm here for you if you need to vent or cry or anything. wishing you hope and healing. youre not alone.