I am having a rough time right now. I have some health problems that are adding to my mental health problems. It seems like a vicious cycle that just as soon as one thing gets under control and I get better then bam something else goes wrong and I get sick and then the cycle begins again.

I talked with my counselor at Arkansas Rehab Services today about my schooling. I am going to drop out for the semester and go again in the fall. It kills me to do this but I think for now with all that is going on with the old patterns rearing their ugly head its best for me. I am struggling though trying to decide if this truly is the best thing and I'm just running. I called my T and am waiting to hear back from him but if I don't at least I'll have something to talk to him about tomorrow. I AM MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jbug