What an incredible story, Evening. There is an old saying that the extraordinarily difficult things that happen to us, if they don't kill us, make us stronger.

I know nobody guarantees any of us that life is always fair but how you have survived is amazing - undoubtedly you couldn't help but have deep scars from the past but for as beat down as trying to survive has left you feeling right now I have to believe you're more resilient than you dare believe you are, you've got to have a deep reservoir of reserve strengths, mentally, physically and emotionally, to have made it this far.

It's not fair when one person pays such a heavy price for the actions of others but many of us face that realization every day of our lives...some much more so than others.

I pray you'll find happiness - you deserve it and no doubt would appreciate it more than those who always take it for granted.