i know its frustrating, but i thought you should know that during the first year or so after giving birth, it seems fairly common for a woman feeling down to be diagnosed with postpartum depression or postpartum psychosis. . .its happened to me and a few other people i know. maybe doctors automatically assume whatever youre feeling that first year was brought on by childbirth and the baby blues because of all the physical and hormonal changes you go through. i think that sometimes they're right on the money.. .and obviously sometimes theres something else entirely thats going on.
just try to stick with the therapy. tell your doctor exactly how youre feeling and thinking, so he or she can get the most accurate sense of whats going on. i'm proud of you for getting help when you have all those new mommy jobs to do. it shows how strong you are. you dont need a padded room, just some understanding. hugs and fluffy pillows coming your way. take care and be safe.