Hi all.

I saw my new CPN today and she thinks I need to change meds, which is a scary prospect for me right now. My moods are all over the place and I am rarely 'in the middle'. Just up, down or mixed. I need to tow the line and I am in so much need of a break from my emotional highs and lows. I am being triggered by alsorts.....mostly regarding my unethical, now ex, T....which I have posted on the appropriate board so wont go into that on here.

I am soooo tired and fed up. I hate being this way and so wish for stability....or even just for a month or 2.....BP is draining me on top of the situation I find myself in. I just need loads of right now from ppl who understand.