I wish I could list all of you individually, but that would take me all day. I know I'm kind of new here and really haven't had a lot of opportunity or time to get a chance to make a connection with each one of you. However, I just want to say that I really do admire the courage that all of you show to be able to come here, open up, get support, be supportive and all the rest of it that goes with it. I am in constant amazement of how all of you even during times that you are down, are willing to keep reaching out to grab onto ANYTHING you can so that you keep on plugging forward into healing. I just wanted to let you all know that based on what you post here, I genuinely admire that in each one of you.

Its been rough lately for me. Many ups and downs. I come onto PC and I find that while it is supportive and insightful, it also stirrs a lot up for me inside and sometimes I just get lost for words. I think sometimes I just need to "lurk" while I try to figure out and make sense of what goes on inside me. This is where I am at right now... and just wanted to send it out into the community to see if this often happens to others?

Hugs to all of you