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Originally Posted by XxLifexX
Thanks everybody.
I think that the hatred, anger, whatever it is you want to call it, comes from what I've been told about them and what they've done to me and my dad.
When my dad was younger, his parents, brothers, basically his whole family deserted him and wasn't there for him. His oldest brother, my uncle that I can stand, was the only one there for him. I think that's why I can't stand his side of the family.
My mom doesn't really care about me.
My sister tells me she wants me to disappear and die.
I think that's where these feelings come from.
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Well, i think what happened with your dad, is not your problem, its his problem. let him deal with it .. Also, you weren't there that time, so you wouldn't know whether your dad's family is responsible, or your dad too played some role .. there are two sides of the coin..
2ndly, why did your mother and sister say that? were they mad at you that time? maybe it was just an anger, nothing personal against you .. You should provide a bit more detail about your relation with your mother & sister. We would then have a better idea.
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