god i get no F__ING break at all i am supose to be home relaxing untill monday.this anxiety has caused a lot of physical problems my heart rate is really high causing problems,my BP is 210/99 normal is 120/70.i spent yesterday sleeping and my husband said i was even crying in my sleep.no i get up thismorning in a panic over work.my husband just shakes his head and then my farther calls saying my stepmother is in the hosp.my farther cannot funtion without her around so off i go to be at hosp and deal with my step mother and this horrible man all day max stress.I CANT DEALmore ativan please.when will i be able to rest.i want to feel better before T on monday.at least i only cried twice today and i was able to regain control