I'm not sure I will ever find help having been given too little too late by a socially grossly neglectful society and psych science in it infancy that isn't held accountable for results. I have gone through too many first interviews repeating my story looking for results and know how to succeed in life only to get shallow "support" without substance or know how. I've squandered thousands of dollars on meds that will never, I finally concluded, solve life skills deficiencies or income and appreciation problems. My work life has been squandered for lack of adequate help. I've been told by T's that that isn't their job!

I think I hate all Ts and their aplogists they impress me as just empty promise givers out for chump change according to the "real" help they've given me. The black hole money pit of therapy (from my chronically un and under employed perspective) is just one more con game until they PROVE IT! It seems to me they are guilty of simply self congratulatory back slapping for their successes while failing to take and responsibility for their failures, who just conveniently too often just crawl away to die or seek help elsewhere. They fail to police themselves and tend towards guru self delusions and group think. They find it rather too convenient to pass the buck by blaming the victims it seems to me. Ironically the funding for a mental heath system tends to dry up from not getting results.

As discussion tends to be agressively surpressed here way too often I probably won't respond to any replies, assuming anyone gets to read it before deletion. I just felt like grumbling though I wonder what's the point, I'll just be painted with some pap brush off for disagreeing with the experts.

~Down