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Originally Posted by zooropa
I emailed my T today (something I don't do very often, maybe once a month?) and told her that I've been looking for a new T, and asked her what she would say to a new T about me if she had the chance. I gave her the name of one T in particular that I have been exchanging emails with, and asked her if she knows this T and if there is anything about her she might want to share with me....
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replying to myself just to say T didn't respond to my email.
I guess I was in that weird place of not expecting her to but deep down hoping she would. And maybe she still will, we'll see.
I'm trying really hard to not set some stupid rule about it my head, because more than once I have found myself thinking "if she doesn't reply by the end of the weekend I just won't go see her on Monday."
I do that a lot, make stupid little rules about $hit. I'm working on remembering that, in this case for example, there may be good reasons to stay home on Monday and at the same time there may also be good reasons to go, but in no way is it a wise mind decision to choose based on whether she responds to ONE email, especially an email in which I did not ask for a reply.
I mean. She didn't respond to the last email I sent, and that time I DID ask for a reply, so. It's almost like I'm looking for a reason.
Luckily, I know better than to believe everything I think.
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