oh and tomorrow is my birthday and i'm sure it will go largely forgotten again. no one did anything for me last year (no gifts, no dinner, no phone calls, no nothin') so I just want to get through tomorrow.

I have not felt like celebrating any of the support groups "i survived the holidays" parties because for me the misery of the holidays doesn't end until february.

i'm pretty miserable today

-- The world is what we make of it --
-- Dave
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