alright, I like googled this i donte even know this is so unlike me, but its 340 am and I need to vent. I have been involved with someone for about 7months now. I really liked him, and I have a hard time actually liking anyone. We never officialy dated which should have been my first sign it was bHe has a best friend who was dating a girl for 2 years. He chose to sleep with his best friends girlfriend, and now they are together and his "best friend" hates him. I called him tonight because we had made plans to hangout. He didnt answer me. Finally at 2am his best friends ex girlfriend answsered his cellphone. I am sick to my stomach.I don't know why I care so much I shouldn;t andI for some reason I do, I think I have had it. I don't know whre to go for hlep I don't know what to do. I feel physically ill anbd terrible. I don't know weenhere to go for help, I have been hospitalized but it did not help at all infact it made me more frusterated and i jsut lied to get out.