Dear Downsolong, ((((((( HUGS )))))))

I am sorry you are feeling so down on all the T in this world.... while I have spent many years in therapy for my wounds and I have had some not so good T.... I have to say that the T that helped me the most in my recover (and discoveries) were the ones I truly let into my world (my mind).... I found that I had to be willing to do some of the work and not think the T could do it all for me - the T were able to help me for I was willing to seek, even when the work got painful & hard.... I stayed in it, for better or worse.

LoVe,
Rhapsody -

BTW - Please by all means VENT away if it makes you feel better.