Never feel bad about telling us how you feel, if that was how it worked I think they would have kicked us all out. but really nothing is worse than that empty pit thay call hitting rock bottom because God knowes people who say that have not been there yet and sometimes I think some one digs out a few more levels for us to fall. I am always too scared to look and see if there is any further to fall. Where ever you are it just plain sucks! I would say feel better but when I feel Really Bad I do not want to hear even that! I feel bad for saying that but it is true, I do not say it to hurt all the well wishers, I would never do that. LOVE YOU GUYS, HOLD ON JENN!!!