I have NO IDEA whats going with my post! Not understanding why its half posting my messages Anyways, i waited all morning for this to get approve and still no one seem to able to help me I know you guys can only go by what i say but i have MANY times talk to him and told him how i felt...I have no problem with being open with someone thats what i want but were just not on the page when it comes to "talking" I know staying wont EVERRRRRRR be something i want to do how i cant even stand the touch of him when it comes to sex i have no feelings for him besides loving him as my kids father...His ways i cant deal with there is NO WAY! Every other place i call for help dont take my insurance and the places that do only see you if you have a real problem or basically say IM CRAZY and need to come in ASAP! IDK anymore, IDK