Thank you. special, for sharing your feelings and thoughts with us. They are important. Erica is missed. Not knowing the true pain she was in is something we have been left to deal with. Ive been told by many that a way to honor Erica now is to turn our memories and the impact she had on each of us into something positive. Erica had many positives....the one that I always admired in her was the fact that she was willing to "step out" of her box in an effort to address some of her fears and needs. That is something I hold onto.....her strength she showed even when it was scarey for her. She wanted to get better and she wanted to put her fears behind her...That is my motivation and what I take from knowing Erica. Thank you babygirl for showing me that my fears are ones I can face and someday put behind me.Love you special...! (e)