Tay. It is my Ts idea to end therapy, not mine. If she didn't want to end it I wouldn't have any hesitation about working through this with her. As it is, it just feels kind of pointless. I'm not thrilled with how you immediately jumped in with to point out my mistakes and how this is all my fault, how I'm being manipulative. I sent the email because, despite everything, I value my Ts opinion and since I have no choice but to terminate I wanted her input on my next step. That's all. Sheesh.