called out of work again for tomorrow i jut cant seem to pull it together enough to do it.i have enough on my plate dealing with my usless farther as my step mother is quite sick and he cant function without her.so much for the doc saying i need to just take it easy try to calm ddown and letr the meds work.i have been taking most of my meds and when i go back to my primary she will deal with the rest.in a way this is kind of a good step for me as far as taking care of me because i havnt been taking my meds for physical problems i have.i have been to scared to go see her.but now hubby says i have no choice.i do believe if i can get a day away from dealing with my farther i may be ok to just rest and get back on track.i dont know i am so scared to go back to work