UPDATE: Copy of a message I sent to my husband via Net Mail.... waiting for a reply.

I wish we knew what to do to fix the problems in US and between US... I just keep seeing the ANGER, HATE and RESENTMENT in your eyes for ME from last Friday - a LOOK that told me that my past feelings I thought you always held toward me were correct... Now what? (Big Sigh) - from my side of the fence, what I have been feeling from within.

LoVe,
Rhapsody -