I feel like the word victim fits me. I feel weak and scared and hurt. Maybe someday the word survivor will feel more appropriate, but this is still all so new and present and overwhelming.

Th words I hate when T uses them are rape and incest and abuse. I get mad at him or break down crying or go mute. He knows I can't deal with those words and he still says them... (Imagine a little pissed off icon face here!)