(((( guywithhat ))))

I'm sorry you're feeling so badly. I hope you come to realize that the potential of what could be is whatever you choose to make it. I hope you seek therapy to get the help you need, to find your way.

I can relate to being in the depths of the darkness of depression and not having the energy or the will to take that next breath. My therapist always pushed me to do SOMETHING...ANYTHING that I can find somewhat enjoyable or distracting so that it could help me from sinking deeper into that hole.