So, it's not something that just came up now - but it's helping you to want to negate the boundary that was set. Can you look inside yourself to see if there's anything there worth exploring?

I know that there have been times when I've just had a longing to make contact with my T, and I would come up with some reason to email him just so I could get a few reassuring words from him or just to make some kind of connection. I'm just wondering if that may be playing a role here.