This past weekend was a hard one for me. I got very scared about something and to prevent myself from being able to vent my feelings I demanded that KD ban me. Because of the situation .. this is the only way I could think of at the time to prevent from making the situation worse. I am sorry for no explaining this sooner. I am just working my way back here doing things that I know I have control over and not doing what I dont have control over. I should have tried to explain some of this before I said goodbye Friday night. But Iwasnt sure if I was going to ask KD to make it permanent or not. I love you guys I didnt want to leave ... but I was scared for myself and other reasons. I hope everyone will accept my apology here. Sometimes we need to stand up for what we need to take care of ourselves. I just wish I could have done it another way instead of like this.

KD ~ I am sorry I hope that you can understand why I needed to do this. Thank you for helping me.

Love you guys~
Bethy