I have a close knit of friends of three, one of which I have now known for over 13 years and the others are between three and five years. But I am unable to trust any of them with the things that are going on in my life. They know nothing about what is going on or what has gone on in my life. I feel so lonely at times like this because I feel like I can't turn to them as I don't feel like they are trustworthy as I have been let down so many times before.
I feel like I am going in a circle and there is no end to it all.