I planned to die on the day I move but not anymore. Everyone tells me not to do it but I know if they were me they'd be dead already. I don't think my life will get any better its just going to get more worse when it does what do I do then. When everyone leaves you what choice do you have left. I might not kill myself this month but every week I think of 3 new ways to die. Has anyone else felt the same way?