Agh! Honesty! I CAN'T be honest when I'm like this. I hardly even know what I'm feeling!!! It's not personal to my T. I think it's that transference stuff that's bothering me. She told me that she was angry at me the other session and she was like "if I feel that way toward you, probably other people feel that way too". And yeah maybe they do but I just don't know how to handle it. I have a feeling therapy would be going easier, if she thought I was a good patient.

Skysblue thank you for your comment. Haha, it's good to be bad sometimes right?

Echoes, I think she would be thrilled if I could open up the dialogue that articulately. What she is talking about seems to be a sort of raw emotion she feels around me. That I'm NOT hopeful. That I'm trying to foil her somehow.