((Freedom41))

It sounds like you are at a major point in your life. You are pregnant, and not real happy about it. There are drawbacks if you stay with your unsupportive boyfriend as well as drawbacks if you go to be near your son.

You could have the baby, and put him/her up for adoption to a loving home. (My ex SIL adopted twice- a boy and girl - who are loved by everyone in the family.) That is an option for you to take.

Another option is to have the baby and separate from your bf, splitting custody of the child. Splitting custody isn't easy though, and does require communication with the father for the rest of your life.

The last option, abortion, is the last option that I can see. That option does have emotional and physical effects as well. It isn't easy.

Perhaps you should see a T to discuss the options, before making a major decision? Each decision does have consequences. Please get professional help, to help you work through & make the right decision for YOU. I wish you luck and peace.