i have T tomorrow and i have no idea how to even begin to tell her the horrific week i had.i know she wont be thare again next monday.so it will be another two weeks before i see her again after tomorrow.im so confused.i so want to tell her about the horrific week and at the same time i cant tand the idea of going through another week or two like this and her not being around terrifies me.i dont know if i can do it