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Originally Posted by Crazydancinggirl87
IM STRUGGLING LIKE CRAZY lately
ed recovery getting to be to much for me to handle even with support sighs i just want to give in maybe it will be easier then taking a risk outside my comfort zone and being tad bit healthy
healthy for me feels totally wrong weriod i fear being healthy i dont know what to do anymore
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This sounds like it just came out of my own mouth. I'm guessing a lot of therapy to get over these fears. Easier said then done right. It just runs sooo deep. I'm really struggling right now too, I'm just starting getting treatment and I already want to walk out the door.
I don't want to be a hypocrite and tell you what you should or need to do , and I really don't know.
Just letting you know I can really identify to what you are saying.
