Skittles,
I've talked to you in the chat room and gotten to know you somewhat to consider you a friend, I don't like to see you hurt yourself I know at the time you felt as though you were going to explode but cutting does not help it is only a quick release then you're back to the pain of your problems they don't disappear. Please when you feel like cutting again, seek help, don't hurt yourself, especially for something someone else says negatively about you, just brush it off and go on your way as if it never happened at all think about it.