Beauty From Despair, Good work!!

I planted some plants, bought some plants, started cleaning my house, and organizing some rooms, Went to lunch with my bf. Felt extremely guilty after eating. Had a melt down in the restaurant ( AWESOME). Feeling pretty down, zyprexa made me gain 5 lbs, the seroquel before that another 5 so I'm pretty depressed, my ed is coming into swing, but I have been binging wtf??

I'll spend the rest of the night deciding to actually take my meds or not