i'm back to not being able to sleep again.i think it i do to my doc appointment,my T appointment and than dealing with my farther for the rest of the dat as the doctors try to figure out what is wrong with my step mother.i am so sick of the constant stream of negitivity and complaints that rae non stop from them it is really wearing on me.and it is expected of me to tay bye my farthers side because he has no idea how to cope when she is sick.I HATE IT.all my life he was never there for me just a drunk and for some reason i am supose to want to care for him.it is expected i hate him