>>You're doing a great job of fighting. You'll make it!

I feel that is less and less true every day.

With my phone out I can't call the bank and I really don't have the energy or motivation to take any other steps. I can't even get out of my house. And today is worse because of the snow, I'm probably going to have to walk to my doctors and i can't even call to see if he'll be there.

I haven't paid lots of other bills either. I had a short power spike last night and I was sure that they had shut my electricity off. I've had some comfort knowing my heat is oil heat so I've got heat until the tank runs out, but then I realized without electricity the furnace won't work.

I have less and less effort to put into this every day.

-- The world is what we make of it --
-- Dave
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