I was supposed to see T on Wed this week (he won't be there on my normal day, Thursday) but my week kind of fell apart schedule-wise, and now I'm seeing him TODAY.

It feels weird because it will be SO long between sessions - after today, I won't see him until next Thursday. And because I don't feel "ready"....I didn't know until a few minutes ago that I was seeing him today.

I'm sure it will all be fine. Just felt so I came here