i no what you mean. i have only recently admmited to myself that i was actually abused from 11 to 15 but have nvr told ne 1 the extent of it.

The first few post i put on here weren't the whole story either i left out bits that i still cant even type nvr mind say.

At least you joined i no it wasn't easy for me to join this either but its a 1st step. the rest will come in time