I changed my name and the forum wouldn't let me log in again, so I had to re-register. I thought "mysterious" might be putting people off, so now I'm "Seaweed".

I'm already on food stamps and medicaid (which pays for the four scrips I'm already taking for depression, anxiety and rage). I need more money! That's why I'm looking for another man.

My un-husband finally came through with a hundred bucks. (that's a whole $220 this year.) Now he wants to drop by for a few hours and get laid. Whoop-dee-f**n-do. Can't tell you how excited I am (not).

I guess $100 is better than none. I can't even get a part-time job, or I'll lose the SSI. They deduct most ofwhat you make from what they pay you, anyway, so it wouldn't help. Besides, since my disability is mental, if I work at all it would disqualify me. Bottom line - I couldn't work anyway; I wouldn't last a week.

I've wracked my brain (what's left of it) for ideas to make mney without reporting it, and so far have come up with nothng. I could get back into crafts (bone carving, beadwork), but with the arthritis in my hands and my failing vision, I don't think I could do it anymore. I did get an app't for an eye exam, but it won't be until Mar. 2. Then it will probably take another couple weeks before I get the glasses. Anyway, I have frequent vision changes, so a new scrip will have limited benefit.

I also have degenerating disks in my lower back and neck, causing several days of pain from very little exertion, and sometimes severe, incapacitating dizziness. Basically, I''m a basket case both physically and mentally, not to mention spiritually.