Sometimes, I just want to leave.
Drain the pitiful bank account, buy a one-way bus ticket (as far away as I can afford), and just leave.
I'd probably leave a note for the spouse, just to let her know I hadn't been kidnapped (like I'd be so lucky), but beyond that, nothing.

Maybe try and make a clean start somewhere... maybe just drift. I don't know.

To be honest, my wife's probably the only reason that I haven't done it already. I've hurt too many people in my life, and I don't want to hurt anyone else.
Still, I'm just tired, and I just want to go somewhere far away.